Getting Our Insides Moving

Luke 11.1-13

The focus of this morning’s text and message is prayer. And as I reflected on prayer I quite naturally thought about…caterpillars. There was a story on NPR this past week about a researcher who was studying how caterpillars move.

“Caterpillars don’t have a bone in their body. They move by squeezing muscles in sequence in an undulating wave motion. It is easy enough to observe from the outside, but [the researchers] wanted to know what was happening on the inside. They decided they needed to X- ray a caterpillar as it crawled.”

That’s no easy task. For their caterpillars they custom built a tiny caterpillar treadmill. They took their treadmill and caterpillars in training to a “special, X- ray-producing particle accelerator at Argonne National Laboratory in Illinois.”

But then came the really hard part: they had to get the caterpillars to move. “Do you realize how hard it is to get a caterpillar to move when it doesn’t want to?” lamented the researcher. They tried foods, smells, blowing on them, and stroking them gently with different things. They threatened to ground them on the weekends and take away their XBox (actually I made these last ones up). They tried everything.
Finally, after all that, they moved. The treadmill did its thing, and the particle accelerator did its thing, and there was rejoicing. They found something interesting. They discovered that a caterpillar (well, to be accurate, the Manduca Sexta variety of caterpillar) precedes each step with a thrust of its gut, i.e. its innards.

Just at the start of every little caterpillar step, something inside sways forward. It’s insides moves before it’s outside. Can you picture it? (Isn’t God’s delicate creation wonderful? All it took to discover how wonderful it is was a particle accelerator and a custom built caterpillar treadmill!)

The researcher and his adviser (he is doing this for his PhD) say that they are “unaware of any other animal where the insides move before the outsides do.”

I beg to differ. Now, I’m not a biologist, I’m just a small town preacher, but I would offer that there is at least one other creature in God’s beautiful creation who moves (I would say at least most of the time) from the inside out; yes, I am speaking of the human creature. It may not work that way with regard to the mechanics of the body (we have bones, caterpillars don’t), but it sure works that way in the mechanics of our lives.

We move–forward, backward, to the sides–from the inside out. Whether it’s rooted in fear, anger, some cleverly devised intellectual rationale, or some unknown instinct that is written deep within our genetic code, or whether its rooted in love, we move from the inside out. We may move for self-preservation or betterment, or for love of family or friends, or for compassion for neighbor, or love for God, but it begins in here, with a thrust of our gut, our innards…and this is precisely why prayer is so important.

That one disciple saw Jesus move away from the group often. Praying was a regular part of Jesus routine. Not being dense all the time, the disciple began to make the connection that Jesus’ prayer life had something to do with his faithful life. He began to understand that there was a connection between Jesus praying and his powerful teaching, and with his never ending compassion, and with his relentless focus on what he came to do. He saw Jesus spend time in conversation with Abba, his Father, and then wondrous, special, mysterious things would follow. He saw Jesus move from the inside out.

You know, when I first heard the story of the caterpillars, as I pictured the researcher yelling at that caterpillar, “Would you please, please move!” and as I pictured that caterpillar motionless on that custom built caterpillar treadmill while million dollar machines whirred in the background, I thought of God as that caterpillar. We tend to think of prayer that way. We pray because we want God to move! That’s the way prosperity preachers preach about prayer. Pray (and send in your $50 bucks to the P.O. Box below or we’ll be happy to prayerfully accept your credit card over the phone) and God will move. Too often, I won’t say always, but too often, God seems to sit motionless on the custom built treadmills we construct. Those who don’t connect with a life of faith, and to be honest we ourselves too, wait with our particle accelerators to record God’s response to our yelling, our stroking, our blowing; and we are disappointed in God’s refusal to move. If you think it’s hard to get a caterpillar to move when it doesn’t want to, you ain’t seen nothin’ yet.

While hoping that God responds to our prayer in the ways that we’d like is a natural, and valid part of prayer, I have come to believe that the most important part of prayer is not trying to get God to move, but allowing God to move us. I believe an active prayer life is a wonderful thing because it moves our gut. It moves our innards so that we can then move on the outside based on what God has done on the inside.

“Lord teach us to pray.”

Oh this is a rich text. Jesus responds to the disciples request (and invites our innards to move) by giving the disciples a model prayer. Say this.

Our Father – this is someone who cares for you, who is in relationship with you, who wants to be close to you and spend time with you. This is a God who loves you.

Hallowed be thy name – You are our father, yes, but oh how awesome you are oh, Lord! We cannot understand you fully, we can’t fathom your depths. You are holy, set apart. We recognize that you move not only within our gaze but beyond it as well.

Your kingdom come – We focus on your will, O God. God help us when we focus on our kingdoms; how messed up they get, and how many pay the price. But you promise righteousness, and justice and peace and joy and wholeness, we want that kingdom, O God, your kingdom. We trust in the hope you proclaim.

Give us each day our daily bread – Help us not to worry about our next meal so that we can focus on you O Lord. We depend upon you. Make it just enough for every day, otherwise I focus more on my bread than on your coming kingdom. BTW, Lord, if I do have more than enough, what do you want me to do with it?

Forgive us as we do the same in our relationships with others. Your grace and love shown toward us provide the model for how we are to live with others.

And Lord, if you can keep us out from all the stuff hitting the fan…in our lives, in our communities…in our world? We depend completely upon you.

This prayer certainly asks things of God, but more significantly, I believe, it also shapes us. It moves our guts. That prayer centers our focus on a loving and awesome God. It reminds us that we are dependent upon God, and it prays that we imitate the same gracious and loving ways God shows us. When we pray, it shapes our insides, and gets them moving, so that our outsides can follow.

And when enough of our individual insides move in the same direction, as we pray together, than bigger outsides, our families, our churches, our communities, our world begin to move. That the way prayer works.

I don’t know how significant this is grammatically, but did you notice that the disciple doesn’t say, “teach us how to pray?” He asks “teach us to pray.”

That’s because our outside world distracts us. It can overwhelm us, depress us, and in so doing, draw our attention away from the source of life. The outside world can confuse our insides and get them moving different directions (sometimes at the same time!). Prayer lets us know that the outside world is not the final word. Our outer circumstances do not have final control over our lives. Prayer draws our gaze inward, toward God’s grace and love and to a place of peace that has a deeper foundation than we can understand.

How do I make it during the day? How are we going to survive together in such a crazy world? Prayer, scripture suggests, a daily discipline of breathing, meditation, and quiet, a time when we can figure out of what is really moving our insides. Is it fear? Guilt? Anger? Sadness? Love? God meets us there and orients our insides in such a way that we are able to move in the right direction. It makes a difference…and its a whole lot better than yelling at a caterpillar God.

It must also be said that, like human life in all it’s complexity, prayer rarely works according to a formula. There are times when we feel empty, or when God seems distant, or when answers are lacking, or the answers we get are exactly opposite to the ones we want. It’s a struggle. There is mystery here that we cannot comprehend.

I don’t have an answer for that. But persistent prayer does open our eyes and spirits to truth, and to new possibilities, and to God’s surprises. We see things in ourselves and in the world that we didn’t see before. We find God in places we don’t expect.

I know it’s tough. I myself am not a prayer warrior. But that’s why its good that we come here. We remind ourselves that when we knock on that door, somewhere an opening will appear, a door or a window will open and we are invited to move (or climb) through it.

When we seek, God will guides us at some point to what will give us light, and warmth, and sustenance and wisdom and peace. Lord teach us to pray.

One final note. In Jesus story, when the neighbor knocks on the door in the night, Jesus says that because of his persistence, the one inside will stir and respond. Persistence is nice. That works for me, but the term actually is closer to meaning ‘shameless’.

In ancient world-with their honor/shame culture-shame is what moved people to action. Some interpreters think that Jesus is saying that the neighbor inside will certainly respond to the petition of the one knocking if not out of friendship, then to avoid the shame in the eyes of the community of turning a neighbor in need down…perhaps. How much more will God do for the children God loves?

Others suggest that it is the shamelessness of the one making the request that stirs the one inside. I like this too. I believe in shameless, audacious prayer. I believe God likes it too. I believe that God loves it when we come to God asking for anything and everything. I believe that because I believe God loves it when we come, praying “Lord move, or move me.”

So be shameless in your prayer. Pray. Pray. Pray. Pray until God moves, or until God gets your insides moving and moves you.

If God can do it with a caterpillar, how much more will God be there with you. Amen.

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  • Sabbatical

    Well my friends, this is my last point of contact with you for the next three months, barring unforeseen circumstances. I am taking a sabbatical this summer, granted to me by you (through a congregational meeting some time ago). Clergy sabbaticals are designed for rest, recovery, and restoration. It’s a healthy thing to do, of course, and the Presbytery of Utah recommends that congregations grant their pastors a sabbatical every seven years (serving the same church, that is). It’s hard for me to believe, but I’ve been here in Logan for eight and a half years.

    The end goal for such a time is to provide pastors with opportunity for spiritual and mental rest and restoration, to help re-energize pastors, and to prevent burnout. Pastors have a fairly high rate of burnout, but providing time for spiritual, mental, and physical self-care is one of the best ways to prevent such things.

    It’s not only about rest, however. I’ll be studying and engaging in some healthy spiritual practices too. I will be worshiping at other churches each Sunday to experience the ways that other congregations praise the Lord, so that I might observe and consider new things for the ministry life of FPC Logan. I have a small collection of books I plan to read, including Canoeing the Mountains (a book about Christian leadership in uncharted territory) and One Long River of Song (recommended by someone at FPC), and a few others that I hope will inspire good preaching and pastoral leadership when I return. These readings will go along with daily scripture study. Due to the Covid pandemic I didn’t attend any continuing education conferences last year, but I plan to use part of this sabbatical time to so some individual continuing education. There is always something more for me to learn about my role as your pastor. I look forward to sharing some of this with you upon my return to First Presbyterian Church in September.

    Summer Worship—

    A reminder to you all that during the months of June, July, and August worship will be at 9am and 10:30am. If you show up at 11 you’ll miss half of the sermon!Masks will be required until Session determines otherwise, and worship will be in Bruner Hall for both services (this allows us to space out our seating). I have carefully chosen guest preachers for you on the Sundays that Pastor Meg won’t be preaching. They range from experienced pastors to seminary graduates, but I fell they will all bring a wonderful message to you each Sunday. Please give them the warmest welcome when they help lead worship.

    We have a system in place to live stream worship to YouTube, but there are a few technical challenges with this that I’ve been trying to work out over the last month (with audio and live streaming the video). If you choose to worship from home and the live stream is not available on Sunday mornings (because of some technical difficulty), we will try to post the recording for your viewing on Monday morning when the office is open. Please extend us some grace with this. I think it will all work out, but it’s not always a simple process and complications arise.

    Praying that you all have a wonderful, Spirit-filled summer. I’ll see you soon.

    May the grace and peace of Jesus Christ be with you all, —Derek

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